Stay
by: lisa loeb

You say I only hear what I want to
You say I talk so all the time so
And I thought what I felt was simple
And I thought that I don't belong
And now that I am leaving
Now I know that I did something wrong 'cause I missed you
Yeah yeah, I missed you
You say I only hear what I want to:
I don't listen hard, don't pay attention to the distance that you're running
To anyone, anywhere
I don't understand if you really care, I'm only hearing negative: no, no, no
So I turned the radio on, I turned the radio up
And this woman was singing my song:
Lover's in love and the other's run away
Lover is crying 'cause the other won't stay
Some of us hover when we weep for the other who was
Dying since the day they were born
Well, well, this is not that
I think that I'm throwing, but I'm thrown
And I thought I'd live forever, but now I'm not so sure
You try to tell me that I'm clever
But that won't take me anyhow, or anywhere with you
You said that I was naive and I thought that I was strong
I thought, hey, I can leave, I can leave.
Oh, but now I know that I was wrong, 'cause I missed you
Yeah, I miss you
You said, You caught me 'cause you want me and one day you'll let me go
You try to give away a keeper, or keep me
'Cause you know you're just scared to lose
And you say, Stay.
You say I only hear what I want to

ok related s pagpapayo itong post ko.. naalala ko kasi ung isa kong friend(maia).. eto ung conversation nila ng chubby kong friend n c TB.. and its all bout pagpapayo s isang friend..

Scenario : Ladies Restroom

Pumasok c TB n naghihimutok... sinundan ni maia n kumakanta at well,, wala me magawa kungdi sumunod ndin kasi baka daganan ako ni TB.. hahaha..

TB : ay naku maia!! c leon ayun humihingi nnmn ng advice skin nde nman nya sinusunod!! asar!!
maia : o eh ano nmn ang kinaiinis mo?!
TB : imaging the time and the saliva iv wasted s pag pagpapayo s knya tpos nde nya ggwin?!! Asar db?! kuuuuuu ayaw ko n napapagod n me magpayo!!
maia : agn tanong.. ang pagpapyo mo b s knya gnawa mo b un as a friend? o nakitsismis k lang? nyahahaha
TB : leshe..
maia : ganito un ok? kaibigan k, magadvice ka pero nde mo hwak ang desisyon nya kung susunod cya or nde.. basta bilang kaibigan dpat lagi kang andyan pra s knya. Pag ask nya ang payo mo bout anything you should always be there to listen then give advice. Sundin man nya or nde ang payo mo, ang importante nadamayan mo cya, nasabi mo ang pt mo at hanggang doon lang ang magagawa mo..
TB : leshe leshe!!
maia : hahaha behlat..

wat u think? true db?


**ung mga names imbento ko lang ^^ hehe its not the real name ng kada ko.. ^^

i had chat with a friend who will resign this may 18 *sigh, again* and here are the words he told me.. ill post it here.. and u can point out ur opinions..

"the more that you loOk back to the heartaches they caused, the more that you get hurt
and the more that you get hurt, the more that you think about their irresponsibilities
and the more you think about their irresponsibilities, the more that hey consume your life
now, why let them ruin what good thing may be waiting for you?
i mean, sinaktan ka na nila because of what they did...why let them hurt you the second time by allowing those heartaches hinder you from getting better?
don't worry about moving on
it may be tough, because you'll go through a lot; expect that
and since you know you'll go through a lot, you better start early...as in now, if you can.
that way you can finish early as well"

haba ng sinabi nya.. pero nice db? kakatuwa..
issue: all bout family and lovelife.. and friends who hurt me..
broken one and broken but im trying to fix things up..

ill miss hans for sure!!

[Chorus]
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don't like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it's not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend

[Verse 1]
You're so fine
I want you mine
You're so delicious
I think about ya all the time
You're so addictive
Don't you know what I could do to make you feel alright?
Don't pretend I think you know I'm damn precious
Hell yeah
I'm the motherfucking princess
I can tell you like me too and you know I'm right

[Bridge]
She's like so whatever
You could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that's what everyone's talking about!

[Chorus]
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don't like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it's not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend

[Verse 2]
I can see the way, I see the way you look at me
And even when you look away I know you think of me
I know you talk about me all the time again and again
Now come over here, tell me what I want to hear
Better yet make your girlfriend disappear
I don't want to hear you say her name ever again
(And again and again and again!)

[Bridge]
She's like so whatever
You could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that's what everyone's talking about!

[Chorus]
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don't like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it's not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend

In a second you'll be wrapping around my finger
Cuz I can, cuz I can do it better
There's no other
No one can this thing, I can
She's so stupid
What the hell were you thinking?!
[repeat]

[Chorus (repeat)]

^^

uyyy nkita ko to s post ni fion.. at nakita ko ang pangalan ko kya try ko.. actually buti nalang nakita ko name ko.. kasi gusto ko din to try tlga.. wahehehehe..

FOUR JOBS I HAVE HAD
1. Web Designer - till now
2. Data Analyst - same company tpos napromote - yahoo! ^^
3. Data Encoder - alabang layo nito!!
4. Programmer - pho hoa.. sarap ng pagkain kasi dito hehehe

FOUR MOVIES I HAVE WATCHED OVER AND OVER
1. Matrix
2. Charlies Angels
3. 10 things i hate about you
4. Fantastic Four

FOUR PLACES I HAVE LIVED:
1. c-5, taguig
2. fortune, marikina
3. paranaque
4. villamor, pasay

FOUR TV SHOWS I LIKE TO WATCH:
1. Gokusen
2. Naruto, and other anime shows
3. Korea Novelas - jumong wahaha at jewel in the palace nyahaha
4. Eat Bulaga - agree ako kay fion!! hahaha


FOUR PLACES I HAVE BEEN ON VACATION:
1. Puerto Galera
2. Laguna - lagi naman
3. Batangas - s mga tito ko adn next month uli ata
4. Nueva Vizcaya - tagal n nito

FOUR OF MY FAVORITE FOODS:
1. Sisig and dinakdakan ng papa ko
2. Black Chocolate
3. Bbq s kanto n malinis hehehe
4. mangga at bagoong - yum yum

FOUR PLACES I WOULD RATHER BE RIGHT NOW:
1. white beach sama ko lhat ng kakilala ko.. tra lets!
2. iloilo to visit mama
3. out of town basta may pool!! haha
4. baguio - pra malamig!

FOUR PEOPLE WHO WILL ANSWER THIS MEME
T_T as u can see konti plang lists ko.. kya kung cnu man ang nakakbasa nito at gusto sagutan.. im giving u the freedom to do so.. go go go!! ^^ gathr p me friends.. hehehe

thanks fion i had fun
mwaaah

d ko lam kung ano nangyari.. pero habang edit ko ung cake bgla nwala.. haha naubos na ata ni fion!! joke lang gurl!!

hayz.. lam nyo b dami n nagreresign s company nmin.. s buwan n to 5 tao ang aalis.. isa n don ang friend ko s HR dept.. aside from the fact that shes fixing my awol to suspension.. eh shes been a friend cya tagapayo ko s aking walang kakulay kulay n buhay.. hehe.. ngayon nga sumusulat me s pink notebook nya.. nakaktuwa kasi mahilig tlga s pink ang loka and nagjive kmi pagdting s trip n kanta.. basta mamimis ko cya.. shes nice.. shes strong.. and strong tlga ha? nde ung kaek ekan lang.. hahaha...

nwei.. blik s resign issue.. kya un ako din naghahanap n ng bagong company n malilipatan.. so far ok naman.. wala p nagrereply bkit kya?!! hahaha..

slmat s mga dumadalaw.. ^^

bday ng housemate ko last april 14.. kya kumuha me ng cake pra s blog friends ko.. hehe enjoy!!



wish ko lang totoo.. pra maenjoy nyo tlga
thank you s mga bumisita skin..
love u peeps
till then...

My Chemical Romance - Famous Last Words

Now I know
That I can’t make you stay
But where’s your heart
But where’s your heart
But where’s your...

And I know
There’s nothing I could say
To change that part
To change that part
To change...

So many
Bright lights that cast a shadow
But can I speak?
Well is it hard understanding
I’m incomplete
A life that’s so demanding
I get so weak
A love that's so demanding
I can’t speak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I’ll be forgiving
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

Can you see
My eyes are shining bright
Cause I’m out here
On the other side
Of the jet black
Hotel mirror
And I’m so weak
Well is it hard understanding
I’m incomplete
A love that's so demanding
I get weak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay
I’ll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay
I’ll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

These bright lights are
always blinding me
These bright lights are
always blinding me
I say

I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I’d never speak
Awake and unfraid
Asleep or dead
[x4]

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay
I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home [x3]

and im back from holiday.. 5 days straight no work.. pero it seems bitin pdin.. kya kahapon leave me hahaha.. bad bad me.. o well dami me wento.. to start with

Maundy thursday : Played online game.. s gabi nuod korean movie wahahaha

Good Friday : i spend time with my friends s marikina.. dvd marathon kmi arrive k me don around 6pm with my bf.. then buy food.. tpos nung buksan ng friend ko ung delata naputol ang knife wahahaha.. and part of that knife d nmn mkita kung san nalaglag.. as in maliit ung crack.. till now naman wala pang nagrereact sming apat so i guess nde nmin nakain ung crack n un.. hehe then nuod dvd till dawn.. 300, Troy, julius ceasar, DOA.. haha ung isa nmin friend n c cj nabaliw kasi pinagdugtong nya ung pelikula from Julius Ceasar to 300 to Troy.. haha and he even thinks n c julius ceasar ung naghugas kmay during the time of JESUS.. on which i agree *silly me. Bangag n kasi me non eh **magexplain daw ba?! hehe.. (**its not julius ceasar my dear its pontius pilate..)Kinabukasan, Saturday uwian ndin kasi nid nila visit s rents ng guy.. ^_^ i had fun.. supposedly dpat magnilay nilay pero ano ginawa ko?!! hehe bad ba?

Black Saturday : play online game.. then nuod ako korean movie till 4am wahahaha..

Sunday : play online game.. away kmi bf ko pra may thrill..

Monday : play online game then away uli kmi bf ko.. nangulit ayun nagalit at umusok ang ilong, naging dragon cya smntalang me nging basang sisiw at nanahimik cyempre kasalanan ko naman.. nwei.. nde ko cya pansin hanggang makatulog ako..

Tuesday of course im dead tired and puyat s kakaiyak.. then txt ako bf ko nde din cya pumasok loko tlga.. so mit kmi ok nnmn! haha then gumwa kme ng vb project.. payroll system then play online game then nuod korean movie till 3am

and now here i am at work.. tambak pero happy kasi lpit n mtapos ung pinapanood ko.. im eager to go home kasi for sure manunuod nnmn kmi ng papa ko hahaha..

korean nobela pla un.. hahaha okok
"Name that Korean Novel" cummon guys!! make a guess.. hahah too popular nga eh.. sbi nila corny daw.. sabi ko naman knya knya lang yan.. hahaha

sad story naman : my grandma died yesterday.. T_T and my mom keeps on crying.. and i just dont know wat to do to make her feel better..

thats my life.. and dats how complicated my life is most of the time..

*and o, thanks s mga visit visit s blog ko tgal ko nawala noh?!! hahaha
miss u all!! dami ko wento.. todo n yan!!

my insanity strikes again..

yesterday i delete my friendster account
spend the night with my bestfriend
then cried till dawn

so hard to trust a person who instantly break u apart
and hard to be with somebody who hurt u the most..

tell me.. if a person, a former friend [or so i thought nging friend ko tlga cya] backstab you, and one of ur ktropa is planning to have a gathering.. swimming ba.. would you be part of the event? kasi ako i dont have any intentions to do so.. im really bad noh? hahayz