nOtEs 'N mOoDs

2007-08-28T10:00:00.000+08:00

lazy tuesday.

lots of things to do this day but i came to work late (as always!!) and im tired of my life (wats new?) but im still trying to fight (is this a poem?) hahaha.. nakakaloka.

senseless post
tiring day
lazy tuesday.

[still end up sying the first line.. nothing on my mind right now. ~ciao!]

2007-08-23T13:41:00.000+08:00

Champagne Supernova by Oasis.
- i heard this song last week while playing my fave online game. and i fell inlove with the song. the fact that one of my fave band sang it. unfortunately, i remmber a certain person once told me that this song is intended for weeders *drug addict*. but im not sure yet if this was the song she mentioned *memory gap?! hahaha* nwei.. so i browse a bit and they did mention.. this song are for those who use drugs and the word "cannonball" used in smoking weed. *darn!

There are lot of songs n nagkakaroon ng second meaning. Dont know if intention ng writers or masyado lang malikot ang imahinasyon ng mga critics. Like one song from KAMIKAZEE entitled "DARNA" have u ever thought that the line "Sa likod ng mga tala, khit sulyap lang darna" have a bold meaning? "Sa likod ng mga tala" - talking bout her underwear.. with big stars right? hmmm a friend told this to me too.. but that never came to my mind hahaha..

Another was, Push by Matchbox. Db naissue din yan? n bold dn daw ung drive ng kanta. Rated daw. Napaka-Literal noh? hahaha hmm What else.. ung song ng Eraserheads "Alapaap" sabi nila for drug users din.

Though this songs are really great, critics never fail to influence some of the listeners. Pero kugn avid fan k tlga ng band or singer this wont affect you khit konti. Tuloy ako rakrakan..

2007-08-17T14:54:00.000+08:00

Nice Intro!!! Love the guitar.. Love the song.. Linkin Park Rocks!!

Given Up

Wake in a sweat again
Another day's been laid to waste
In my disgrace
Stuck in my head again
Feels like I'll never leave this place
There's no escape

I'm my own worst enemy

I've given up...
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I'm suffocating!
Tell me what the f**k is wrong with me!

I don't know what to take
Thought I was focused but I'm scared
I'm not prepared
I hyperventilate
Looking for help somehow somewhere
And no one cares

I'm my own worst enemy

I've given up...
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I'm suffocating!
Tell me what the f**k is wrong
with me!

GOD!

Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my...
Put me out of my f**king misery!

I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I'm suffocating!
Tell me what the f**k is
Wrong with me!

2007-08-14T10:13:00.000+08:00

napnsin ko npaka emochuchu ng post ko last time. nakakaloka. oh well, right now, im still in the stage of try-to-stay-calm and please-accept-and-move-on attitude. so i've decided to hop hop hop. both in blog world and in friendster. just to divert my mind. surf, surf, hop, hop, browse, browse till i bump with this cool animation.. entitled:

ANIMATOR vs. ANIMATION

Courtesy of www.geocities.com/testiflash

nice noh? ^^

2007-08-09T11:44:00.000+08:00

how will you ever move on, if the past still hunting you? and at home,
you nid to live your life everyday with the fact that this is broken, it can never be fixed..

my family is broken, would i ever have a happy relationship on my own? or should i still be hunted by the past that my bf created?

she "the girl" is still sending msgs s bf ko, still have friend request, still have emails to him..

2007-08-07T09:34:00.000+08:00

This morning before i go to work, i'v wathced "Unang Hirit" and they featured the top 10 rock bands. Ofcourse, theres parokya ni edgar (4th), sugarfree (3rd), bamboo (2nd) and kamikazee (1st). yohoooo!! ^^

Kamikazee is indeed on its way to the top. From guestings in bar, to featured band in Ragnarok Online gimiks, finally they've been recognized as one of the hottest band in town. Now, u can see them on TV shows such as ASAP, SOP etc and in some of the sitcoms on air.. hahaha i just love the guys and their songs the humor and such..

Nah just feel like talking bout them. ^^

2007-08-03T12:30:00.000+08:00

i have made updates to my blog. placing a text-me-box. u can text me there for anytime u like. dont wori the numbers are all hidden so nobody, that includes me, will ever know ur contact number. i know ill be very prone to some "unwanted" text. but the most part im concern bout is that my friends can txt thru this. and i upload that widgets for them.. for my friend, my blogfriends. ^^ not for those eency weency people who have nothing else to do but to piss me off.. nyaahhaha bitchy.. still my mood is not that fine.

accesing another part of my little brain.. I love SUM41. not as much as i adore avril ofcourse. It took them how many years? i dont know.. hehe all im aware of is that they come up with a nice album for this year. ^^ And i love this song the moment i heard it. and now im listening to it.

title : With Me

I don't want this moment
to ever end
Where everything's nothing
without you
I wait here forever just to
to see you smile
cause it's true
I am nothing without you
Through it all
I made my mistakes
I'll stumble and fall
but I mean these words

I want you to know
with everything I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I'll hold onto this moment you know
Cause I bleed my heart out to show
that I won't let go

Thoughts read unspoken
forever and now
And pieces of memories
fall to the ground
I know what I didn't have so
I won't let this go
Cause it's true
I am nothing without you
All the streets
where I walked alone
with nowhere to go
have come to an end

I want you to know
with everything I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I'll hold onto this moment you know
Cause I bleed my heart out to show
that I won't let go

In front of your eyes
it falls from the skies
when you don't know what you're looking to find
In front of your eyes
it falls from the skies
when you just never know what you will find
What you will find
What you will find
What you will find
What you will find

I don't want this moment
to ever end
Where everything's nothing
without you

I want you to know
with everything I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I'll hold onto this moment you know
Cause I bleed my heart out to show
that I won't let go

I want you to know
with everything I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I'll hold onto this moment you know
Cause I bleed my heart out to show
that I won't let go

2007-08-02T09:15:00.000+08:00

"Life is so constructed that an event does not, cannot, will not, match the expectation."

Here are the rules for “8 facts”:

1.) In the 8 facts about [name], you share 8 things that your readers don’t know
about you. At the end, you tag 8 other bloggers to keep the fun going. Each
blogger must post these rules first.

2.) Each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.

3.) At the end of the post, a blogger needs to choose eight people to get tagged
and list their names.

4.) Don’t forget to leave them a comment telling them they’re tagged, and to read
your blog .

8 Facts about Becky

1. Im a collector of stuffs - bags, tickets, shoes and hats all sorts from ukay ukay, signatured. And the mcdo meal mini stuff toys, the 7 dwarfs, snoopy miniature, and the tumblers at KFC and Zagu and wat else.. hmmm dami noh? imagine how my room look like.. MESS!! hahaha

2. I love catsup!! - catsup to adobo, to fita [yup the cookies] i gnash at fita then sip on my catsup [weird, some say], basta i love catsup specially of mcdo. I have lots of excess on my drawer

3. I can stay infront of Computer for 2 days no slip.. ill eat there and drink.. just infront of my pc.. its timeless doing net surfing, playing online games, bloggin, etc etc ltos of things to do.. ^^

4. Whatever food im holding, i always end up eating it.. T_T - wari, bf ko phwak skin ung buko juice nya n nde naubos.. unaware of it, im already sipping it na.. hahaha.. kya pag meron nde maubos ang bf ko food.. ang gingwa nya pinaphwak lang skin.. i dont know y.. pero true to.. sabi bf ko nde daw normal un.. ksi khit busog n me ganon nangyayari.. or akala ko lang busog ako? syet! takaw ko tlga!

5. I love coffee with lots of cream on it - sipping coffee at work morning, breaktime morning, breaktime afternoon.

6. i only wear Baby-G watches

7. i hate worms - i shiver everytime i see one and if i see one on my way, i wont continue walking on that path anymore.. when i heard somebody saying that word, i shiver i just hate them.

8. Getting married next year.

ill tag
Len, jaleesa, ria, Freyti,Chaucer, alexis, dauphine, and Jake

ciao!

2007-07-26T09:25:00.000+08:00

iv been advised by Jake bout this certain, wat u call this.. this the link >> name ur top ten most influential blog contest that will soon end. And i feel somehow excited bout it and cant help myself thinking numbers of blogs to identify. harhar.. Sabi ni jake squidball daw katapat nito.. kaso pre medyo "class" ako eh.. gusto ko starbucks.. hahahaha joke lang!! ^^ nwei.. dont wori this for free, since some sort of plug nrin to where i can present blogs that i find essential for all the readers. weeeeee here are my list..

1. fionixe - i like the layout, the entries and the author haha.. im a gurl btw. :p nwei.. im talking mainly bout her personality and how she present her blog. very nice post.. kya ganda at gusto ko tlga..

2. Jake The Miserable - this aint miserable at all!! on his post.. no matter how he make his posts sad i find it jolly pdin. haha.. cant help myself laughing at it.. not because may maling spelling or wat [peace bro] its like, despite how messy a life would be, despite all the trials.. this guy still comes up with a humorous post.. still happy in a way that he can share his happines thru his blog.

3. Make Money online with a 13-yr old - do i need to say more? ^^

4. Karlo - i find his blog full of info and details.. kya i vote for his blog too.. ^^

5. Coy - ^^ his blogspot are full of videos.. and i had fun watching them.

6. ill bloghop
7. ill bloghop
8. ill bloghop
9. ill bloghop
10. ill bloghop

hope my entries would count.. and ill add more.. ill blog hop n muna.. ^^

speaking of blog hop.. nivisit ko mga old blog friends ko.. like cna chaucer, freyti, ria.. they are on my list s lumang blog ko.. nwei.. thanks for dropping by guys.. ^^ and to the rest of my friends.. thank you s commetns and pagbisita.. ^^

2007-07-25T12:26:00.001+08:00

i dont lyk pink that much. harhar..

finally the design is up though i failed to come up with my real layout. but i guess it turn out ok naman ^^ pinuri ko sarili ko hahaha..

nwei, so much for my blog theme, ill now proceed with my portfolio. me lang ata ang webdesigner n walang portfolio haahha asar! as of now eto plang nggwa ko.. but as time pass by mas madami me naiisp n gwin.. nwei. this my initial layout for my portfolio. ginwa kong gurly n medyo executive ang dating hahaha.. trying hard me.. bhala na.. feel free to comment. kyo n bahala..

2007-07-20T13:45:00.002+08:00

UNDER CONSTRUCTION - footer [from green to gurly shadow of pink]

Footer still under construction but i hve thought a design n for that so this design will be uploaded by monday.. since iv got so manyyyyyyy trainings, orientation, meetings to attend to.. kya bangag ang beauty ko.. nwei.. im accepting comments regarding the design iv made so feel free to comment.. hihihi thres a description s loob the date is.. hahaha late?! damn! :D

byers!

2007-07-17T11:59:00.000+08:00

pagkalipas ng ilang araw, sa wakas nakapag-blog na ulit ako. yahooo. tagal ko din nawala. nung bumisita ako kay fionixe, natulala me at nagulumihanan s kdahilanang ang dami ng post ng babaeng to! ibig sabihin matagal n talga ako nawala.

dami ko pinagkaabalahan nitong nakaraang araw, una ung pagtraining ng Online System nmin. May mga nagwala kasi hindi cla pabor s ilang patakaran na isinalang ng Head Office. Ang ilan natuwa, kasi sa wakas mababawasan ung trabaho nila. Pero ako, napagod kasi nging runner ako.. taga-takbo ba. Pag nakita kong mali ung menu na sinalang ng pakner ko, tatakbo ako sa department namin para baguhin ung setting. Madalas nging Chairman of the Board ako, taga-sulat baga. Taga-sulat ng contact mails namin, kung saka sakaling madaming katanungan ang bumabagabag sa mga gagamit ng system.

isa pa sa mga pinagkaabalahan ko ay ang new lay-out ng website namin. tinatapos ko ito ngayong araw, kasi parang may kulang eh. nwei, ang ginagawa ko site hopping pra mahanap ko ang hinahanap ko at para mapunan ko ang kulang sa dinidesign ko.

un lang naman ang mga bago sa aking buhay. sa katunayan, mga luma na nga yan, mga luma n nde ko matapos tapos.

2007-06-27T16:41:00.000+08:00

Time in
by: Yeng

Ako ang bida ngayon
(Masyado kang ambisyosa)
Wag kang kokontra kung ayaw mong masipa sa mukha
(Kung kaya, e di subukan na)
Masipa sa mukha
(Sipain din sa mukha)

Ako ang bida ngayon
(Hanggang pangarap ka na lang)
Sa porma kong artista, daig ko pa si Nora at si Vilma
(Wag ka nang umasa pa)
Si Nora at si Vilma
(Ilusyunada ka)

[Refrain]
Dahil
Ngayong gabi, akoï¿½y titingalain
Ngayong gabi

[Chorus]
Ako si Darna, ako ang dyosa
Ako ang talang nagniningning sa kalangitan
Ako si Wonder Woman, ako ang superstar
Akin ang sandali, ako ang reyna ng gabi

Ikaw ang bida ngayon
(Ako na nga ang bida ngayon)
Ang mga kababaihan, silaw sa iyong kagandahan
(Pinagmamasdan)

Ikay pang-Miss Universe na

[repeat Refrain and Chorus]

Hanggang kailan kaya
Ikaw si Cinderella
Hanggang kailan kaya
Hanggang kailan kaya

Alas-nuebe na, traffic pa
Kailangan ko nang magmadali
At magta-time in pa
Male-late na naman ako
Sa trabaho kong ito
Siguradong sabon ang aabutin ko
Sa aking among gwapo
Na hindi ko kayang abutin
Hanggang tingin na lamang ba ako
Sa aking Prince Charming

Ngunit
Malapit na, magugulat ka

[repeat Chorus]

Reyna ng gabi

Ako si Darna
Ay, cinderella pala

* trip lang hahaha.. eto ang sounds ko lately.. la lang feel ko lang mging confident.. haha.. been bz lately.. as in very bz.. kya seldom n me update and bihira n din magvisit visit.. but ill still try to catch up guys.. ^^thanks s lhat ng visit visit...

2007-06-19T13:23:00.000+08:00

hi its been a while,

been tryin to maximize my time looking for a part time job. Yes, a part time job, dont know wat hit me but it came to a point that my financial responsibility weighs too much this time. nkakaloka pero true.. naaning n nga ako.. s house, s sister ko.. kesa mangutang me.. the least i could do is to find a job.. unfortunately, our server admin blocked! all the job listings website.. the heck!! hayz... now wat?! oh well.. i nid to make friends with him no matter wat.. i really nid to.. to enable the sites.. or else ill be doomed..

basta part time job is wat im looking for.. a crew, tutor, or encoder anything as long as part tme lang.. sat siguro and starting 6-12mn.. ganon.. hehehe..

goodluck to me..

2007-06-16T10:43:00.000+08:00

its been a week since i had gone thru therapy.. shopping therapy to be specific.. d ko lam pero it jsut strike me kasi nan may naencoutner me nnmn n tao n naiinis ako.. kya iv done things that are not quite normal, Fionixe knew this. its our little secret.. nwei wat iv done is really not good.. not nice.. and ung kunsensya ko kinakatok ako.. haha.. nakakinis to bsahin nwei... ito ung cause hahaha.. ung effect... leshe kasi npgastos me ng husto last week.. naw ko lang narealize mali! mali! mali!.. hahayz...

im too emotional. lhat halos ng mga bglaang desisyon ko out of emotion. kung kelan tinopak booooomm!!! walang isip isip.. go ng go.. wawa nga ung shock absorber ko, momot, buti nalang d p din nagsasawa hahaha... naiinis lang me kasi wala p ung bills ko pero ramdam ko n ang bigat!! hahayzz...

rants rants rants.
when will i ever learn?!

2007-06-13T14:09:00.001+08:00

yesterday we had a training entitled "Work Attitude Transformation Program" It tackles mainly bout your attitude towards work and to ur colleagues. Unlike other training, this one is quite interesting and it never bores me at all. The fact that the speaker is damn good and im in a state where im looking for myself *hello becky where are you?!* haha i know some experienced that, feel lost? haha

And of course, we had this of activity, my fave one, the mechanics was simple you need to gather some adjectives on a box provided by the speakers. 5 Adj that describes you. So i picked this up

1. quiet
2. introvert
3. adaptable
4. modest
5. observant

yeah yeah.. im different in blogworld. Oftentimes, im shouting at eloiski and fionixe blogspace haha but for real im just a quiet person who wont get up on my chair for some reason i dont know, i just dont feel like loitering around our office.. hehehe..

ok ok now, after that we nid to tape the other side of the paper at our back then the rest of the group to put some adjectives on it. Some just write it down coz the adjectives provided by the speaker is, oh well, not enough. So this is wat they placed on my paper, adn this is how they know bout me

1. adaptable
2. idealistic
3. logical
4. clever
5. intelligent

only one similar adj for me.. ADAPTABLE. Im flattered ofcors!! hahaha but still i have this question in my mind : does it really fit me? dont feel like it though. Nwei, the training is nice and great. There are still 2 trainings left. And I wish same person will conduct the rest of the training that our company prepared for us.

thats all.
thanks for visiting guys.

2007-06-06T17:18:00.000+08:00

hi peeps!

iv been sick with "katam" kya leave ako work for 1day and half? nyahahahaha i spend time with my bed.. bonding kmi ng bed ko.. plus thank u s effort of my e-fan.. it makes my stay s bed worthliving.. hahaha ang drama ko!!

now at work, the first thing i open-up is my blog [ofcors..] and there iv seen the commotion.. kasi c eloi nid nya gwin ung tag 4x.. hahaha... love ko tlga yan.. prang little sisterette ko.. hahaha... :D

then i visit fionixe.. my bnb friend.. there nkita ko ang siggy ko! wahahah and grab ko kagad then add up an additional space s blog entitled "my friendly collection" hehehehe... its in the lower part of my blog after the posts..

nevertheless i still miss eloi... nde nagparamdam ang loka ngayon ah?!! and fion ofcors.. nde din nagparamdam s ym.. cguro d8 d8 cla papa dark..

the rest of my blog friends.. been a whie since i visit ur blogs.. ill make it up to you all.. and additional lyricist... theia and sarah!! weeeeee ^^ welcome s blog ko!!

and wecome to my blog, bloghoppers!!
hope your having fun reading my non-so-impt blog entries.. hehehe

2007-06-04T16:33:00.000+08:00

i've been tag by fion ^^
thanks gurl.. tamang tama wala me maisip n update haha ndrain utak ko s designing haha

nid to name six(6) websites that i often visit.. naku mahihirapan ata me dito.. haha ok ill start with my list..

1. yahoo mail - ym is not allowed in our office.. good thing my mail beta is allowed to load a chat room so nobody can notice that im really chatting with my momot.. kasi makikita nila yahoo mail.. hehehe then hotmail to check if someone leave a comment or message s friendster ko if there's something then ill check on my friendster account hehe..

*tatlo agad.. ^^

2. Travian my browser game..
3. Freya Boards - pra khit nde me OL updated me hahaha adik tlga me..
4. PH Online system related s work. Web Mail to check if mya email me from my boss.. hahaha alt tab ako pag nakikita ko boss ko.. pakitang tao lang to.
5. my blogworld of course to check for comments then ung blog ng lhat ng nsa list ko
6. blog skins, Photoshop tutorials, anime sites.. too many to mention sobra... hahaha

check ko p mga bookmarks ko.. hahaha nung nakita ko dami ko visit uhmm summary ko nalang.. hahaha

then i have to tag 4 persons.. tag ko c ofcors!!! ang peyborit ko c Eloiski hahaha thanks fion! u dont know how much laughter i had while doing this.. d ko kasi alam kung ano ang ilalagay ko hahaha... dami kasi!!! ^^ thanks for the tag.. ^^

2007-06-02T12:06:00.000+08:00

Sunny came home to her favorite room
Sunny sat down in the kitchen
She opened a book and a box of tools
Sunny came home with a mission

She says days go by I'm hypnotized
I'm walking on a wire
I close my eyes and fly out of my mind
Into the fire

Sunny came home with a list of names
She didn't believe in transcendence
It's time for a few small repairs she said
Sunny came home with a vengeance

She says days go by I don't know why
I'm walking on a wire
I close my eyes and fly out of my mind
Into the fire

Get the kids and bring a sweater
Dry is good and wind is better
Count the years, you always knew it
Strike a match, go on and do it

Days go by I'm hypnotized
I'm walking on a wire
I close my eyes and fly out of my mind
Into the fire
Light the sky and hold on tight
The world is burning down
She's out there on her own and she's alright
Sunny came home
Sunny came home...

* emo mood

2007-06-01T15:32:00.000+08:00

for my two special friends at blogworld...
sign of appreciation for every visit u make..
for making me smile while reading ur posts, comments and tags..

hahaha this aint that nice... but i hope you like it..
take care always...

ciao!!
ill be back for more.. ^^

2007-05-30T10:32:00.000+08:00

The Best Damn Thing
by: Avril Lavigne

Let me hear you say hey hey hey!

Hey hey hey!

Alright, now let me hear you say hey hey ho!

Hey hey ho!

I hate it when a guy doesn't get the door,
even though I told him yesterday and the
day before...

I hate it when a guy doesn't get the tab and I
have to put my money out and that looks bad!

Where are the hopes? Where are the dreams?
My Cinderella story scene. When do you think
they'll finally see......

(Chorus)

That you're not, not, not, gonna get any better,
you won't, won't, won't, you won't get rid of me
never, like it or not even though she's a lot like
me....

We're not the same, and yeah, yeah, yeah
I'm a lot to handle, if you don't know, shove it,
I'm a hell of a scandal, me, I'm a scene, I'm a
drama queen, I'm the best damn thing that your
eyes have ever seen!

All right, All right, yeah...

I hate it when a guy doesn't understand why a
certain time of month, I don't want to hold his
hand, I hate it when they go out and we stay
in, and they come home smelling like their
ex-girlfriends...

I found my hopes, I found my dreams.
My Cinderella story scene. Now everybody's
gonna see.....

(Chorus)

That you're not, not, not, gonna get any better,
you won't, won't, won't, you won't get rid of me
never, like it or not even though she's a lot like
me....

We're not the same, and yeah, yeah, yeah
I'm a lot to handle, if you don't know trouble,
I'm a hell of a scandal, me, I'm a scene, I'm a
drama queen, I'm the best damn thing that your
eyes have ever seen!

Give me an A!
Always give me what I want!
Give me a B!
Be very, very good to me!
R!
Are you gonna treat me right?
I!
I can put up a fight!
Give me an L!

Let me hear you scream loud!
Let me hear you scream loud!
1..2..3..4...

Where are the hopes? Where are the dreams?
My Cinderella story scene. When do you think
they'll finally see......

(Chorus)

That you're not, not, not, gonna get any better,
you won't, won't, won't, you won't get rid of me
never, like it or not even though she's a lot like
me....

We're not the same, and yeah, yeah, yeah
I'm a lot to handle, if you don't know trouble,
I'm a hell of a scandal, me, I'm a scene, I'm a
drama queen, I'm the best damn thing that your
eyes have ever seen!

Let me hear you say hey hey hey!

Hey hey hey!

Alright, now let me hear you say hey hey ho!

Hey hey ho!

Hey hey hey!
Hey hey hey!
Hey hey hey!

I'm the best damn thing that your eyes have
ever seen!

2007-05-29T09:38:00.000+08:00

iv been out of the blog world for how many days? havent done updates for.... ang tagal na.. hehehe. i have a bit of a problem lately kya nwalan me s mood to update my blog. nwei.. im back..

and kgabi while im txting my momot iv noticed my cellphone *yup thats the only time iv noticed wat kind of phone i have!!* nwei, the eagerness came for me to buy a new phone. But looking back my experience s mga phone n yan, im having second tots agad.. iv experienced 3G phone but unfortunately got snatched.. * pag minamalas k nga naman so i went back to 6600 then 3310.. still snatched *darn!! to 8210 still at cubao same fate!! grrr and i finally hate cp so i went back to 3210.. imagine!! been using this for how many months?!! hahaha khit iwagayway ko ata ito.. walang magtatangka.. but the heck im craving for a new phone.. not tht nice pix pero it has everything i want > mp3 player fm radio.. kasi ung ipod ko lagi nsa friend ko.. so thats wat i want.. though im thinking bout it really hard.. with all the fate i had.. prang ayaw ko n.. 3210 nalang me for life!! hahaha

2007-05-23T10:06:00.000+08:00

i visit fion and there i see my name on her recent post.. and i admit im quite excited to do this one.. so..ang title ng post n ito ah

"Ni-tag ako ni Fionixe"

Rules:
1. Write about how much addicted you are towards something.
2. Don’t forget to include the percentage of ‘addictedness’ towards that thing.
3. All with one condition.. the total percentage must reach 100%.
4. You MUST tag others and continue tagging but please don’t forget to explain the rules and please notify that person so that they know they had been tagged.

* Ragnarok Online / Travian / Blogging / chat momot 50%
> this occupies most of my time.. Ragnarok.. every tuesday thursday saturday till 11pm.. and pag sunday starts 2pm till 11pm.. tpos pag nag adik mode tlga me till morning.. hahaha.. Travian naman is a web-browser game.. at start boring pero pag nagsmula n ung gyera weeeee ang saya!! i see to it n pag naglalaro me ng ragnarok.. alt-tab then travian uli.. then at work lagi me play nito.. its just a browser game nwei.. most of my colleagues thought it was a pizza game wahahaha.. kasi ung village looks like pizza and ofcourse blogging.. do i need to say more?

* soundtrip 15%
> everyday sounds ako.. pagpapunta work paguwi at pampatulog.. nde yan mawawala s akin.. kya most of my friends ask for a cd compilation.. mdalas nga lang skin cla nagpapdownload w/c is nde ko n kinatutuwa pag araw araw na.. hahahaha malditah!!

* Reading + Swiss Chocolate w/ Marshmallows + txting momot in betweens 15%
> usually do this at night bago slip.. yum yum.. nyahaha

* Wallpaper / Siggies / Website / Friendster Designing 10%
> depende s mood.. pero khit inis ako nakakagawa me.. un nga lang may pagkagothic hahahaha... Pag may nagpapagwa skin ng design ng friendster.. ayun gwa naman me.. un nga lang it takes time kasi maarte ako hahaha.. so far wala p namn angrereklamo hahaha

* Scrabble / Pedicure 10%
> do this at home pag walang game s Ragnarok.. while watching TV.. im planning to buy another boardgame.. word factory b un? hehehe At pag wala n tlga magawa torture ko daliri ko s paa.. hahaha.. so far wala p naman patay s knila.. i usually do this pag walang kalaban s scrabble

hehehe.. thats it..
cnu tag ko?!
ill tag tinay, jake the miserable... thanks s tag fion!! ok guys!! have fun!! ^^

take care u all!!

2007-05-22T14:48:00.000+08:00

trust?

not a typical condom for those green minded out there.. *sigh
still hve the energy to laugh a bit.. nwei..

u trust. broke. u trust again. broke again. u trust again. ur not sure if its for real but how can u be so sure that it wont happen again? so hard to trust SOMEONE.. leshe trust yan.. ilang beses n me napahamak d pdin natuto.. asar!

2007-05-19T09:08:00.000+08:00

its been a while.... been bz doing lots of things... now i have one opportunity at my door but it requires lot of work.. waaaaaaaaaaaaaa nwei.. i cant talk bout the details yet kasi baka maunsyami.. hahaha wat a word "maunsyami"!!

nyay puro weee at waaa... kya bzbzhan kuno ang aking beauty... but ill see to it that ill check ur blogs once in a while.. ill post ndin ung mga nauna kong design ng siggies.. hahaha nakaktawa to... ^^

my very first..

my first animated sig

hahha ang dumi nito...

animated sig gawa ko boyplen ko

this is where i learned using "border"? hhahaha

ganda ni ayumi kasi... nainspire ako.. haha

this my all time favorite.. emote ako nung ginawa ko yan hahaha obvious naman...

this one not a siggie made this to show how much appreciate ung gift skin ng boyplen ko.. hahah taken nung new years eve.. around 11:30?! hahah bagong gising me...

ayan... tsaka ang pagkakamali ko dyan nde ko nillgyan ng "signature or ng name ko.." dpat meron un eh... :)) hahaha eng eng ko tlga... nwei... yan... ung iba avatar naman ang pinagtripan ko.. thats it.

work n muna me...

hi to all ng bumisita at nakibloghop...
ay... hop hop muna me bago ako bz bzhan.. hahaha...

2007-05-16T16:45:00.000+08:00

Avril Lavigne - Everything Back But You

Today was the worst day
I went through hell
I wish I could remove it from my mind

Two months away from you
But I couldn't tell
I thought that everything was gonna be just fine

The post card that you wrote
With the stupid little note
Something wasn't quite right about it

It smelt like cheap perfume

And it didn't smell like you
There is no way you can get around it
Because you wrote

I wish you were her
You left without the e
You left without me

And now you're somewhere out there
With that bitch slut psycho babe
I hate you
Why are guys so lame
Everything I gave you
I want everything back but you

You first tried to tell me
All along
That you weren't the right one for me

My friends tried to tell me
To be strong
I bet you didn't think that I would see

The post card that you wrote
With the stupid little note
But something wasn't quite right about it
I'd want to see you cry
Like I did a thousand times
Now you're losing me

You're losing me now
Because you wrote

I wish you were her
You left without the e
You left without me

And now you're somewhere out there
With that bitch slut psycho babe
I hate you
Why are guys so lame
Everything I gave you
I want everything back but you

~ talking bout gurl power.. nyahahahaha oh well this from her new album The Best Damn Thing.. and iv already completed the tracks.. nyahahaha thanks to limewire.. nyuk nyuk.. suddenly i miss my bed.. gtg.. ^^ oops dito p pla me work.. mtgal pa me uwi.. nwei.. eto n muna..

btw, the tracks on the album are all yummy-good!! nyahaha

2007-05-15T11:01:00.000+08:00

i started using photoshop since last january 2005.. so with that small span of time you can tell im not really that good.. im a computer tech graduate, meaning my line of work now is far from wat iv studied.. nwei.. i love making designs forum signatures, wallpapers, sometimes ~ blogskin.. but most of the time my themes are bout the online game im playing.. here some of the forum signature i made..

this one our forum header

Signature 1:

for the browser online game, thats our alliance:

My online game signature:

this one i made for my bf

this are some of the works i've done.. there are lot more..
maybe ill post the older ones.. ill just try to find it.. ^^
have a nice day..
take care u all
and thanks s lhat ng bumibisita..

2007-05-15T09:40:00.000+08:00

the family. pressure of being at my age and still not married. urgent need of a new job. i need a new leaf..

no topics in my mind right now.. just questions.. rants..
oh, i need time.. and space.. cant breathe.. i need to rest

2007-05-12T12:12:00.000+08:00

Mother's day

I treat my mom s grocery.. picking up anythings she like.. while me pushing the cart and following her i allowed her to pick this pick that.. shes so eager.. ofcourse tagal n bago cya nkpaggrocery ng ganon.. and im happy i gave her the privelege again.. though my head is aching with the amount of the grocery she had.. wooooooaaahh!! nalula ako actually.. but the heck.. once a yr lang naman un.. s pasko n uli hahaha.. and mmya paguwi ko buy ako ng mangga and try to make graham!! for the meantime hold that thought kasi.. while doing this post im talking to fion bout web hosting.. and bow ako s knya at s mga kasama nya.. as in bow!! Hail Fionixe and the rest of the gang!!

lunch muna..

2007-05-09T17:08:00.000+08:00

ok.. raining season n ata.. and yet our company decided to held our summer outing (*grr) where? at Rose Gold Calatagan Batangas. I did some research regarding the resort and got a not-so-good feedback bout it. Some info are quite interesting kasi ung place daw is ok if you nid to unwind. All that matter to me is the nature and the sunset. Though most of them said "nde maganda" the heck i should try it tutal wala namn mwawala skin.. and im with a couple of friends.. try nmin to check out the beauty of that place..

Question: for those who are familiar of domains, the case is.. The domain under Mr. Juan expired and now is there a way for him to retain the domain and transfer the account to a different user? kasi nde n maccess ung mga emails under that domain eh.. and thats wat we are trying to hold back.. anybody?

2007-05-07T09:50:00.000+08:00

im planning to migrate into another bloghost.. called wordpress.. iv been here in blogspot for over a yr ata.. and now its time for me to move to another world.. or lets say another phase being a blogger.. though i know c eloi susunod ndin smin anytime.. hehehe

i will still try to update once while working on s wordpress at s design ng blog.. though it will be hard kasi kalban ko work ko hahha though i know benefit naman ako kasi papayat me.. wahahahaha.. imagine konting lunch and no break.. wahehehe..

and iv heard from a blogfriend "fionixe" meron n cs3!! and i love to try that one.. ill read some info bout it.. im sure its one hell of a software that i could use for my graphics.. thanks for that info

so much for that.. time for me to work..

and ofcourse... eloi!!! asan n ang ppost mo s crush?!! kala mo ha?!!

2007-05-04T09:34:00.000+08:00

Yeng Constantino
Cool Off

Wag ka munang magalit
Ako sana�y pakinggan
Di ko balak ang ika`y saktan
Hindi ikaw ang problema
Wala akong iba
Di tulad ng iyong hinala

Sarili ay di maintindihan
Hindi ko malaman,Ano ba ang dahilan
Nang pansamantalang paghingi ko ng kalayaan
Minamahal kita,Pero kaylangan ko lang mag-isa

(Chorus)
Wag mong isipin na hindi kana mahal
Sarili ko`y hahanapin ko lang
At ang panahon at ang oras ng aking pagkawala
Ay para rin sa ating dalawa

Wag ka sanang lumuha
Sana`y intindihin
Ito ang dapat nating gawin
Upang magkakilala pa
At malaman kung tayo
Ay para sa isa`t isa

Wag mong pigilin ang damdamin
Sa aking pagkawala,Makahanap ka bigla ng iba

Ngunit pakakatandaan
Na mahal pa rin kita,Pero kaylangan ko lang mag-isa

(Chorus)
Wag mong isipin na hindi kana mahal
Sarili ko`y hahanapin ko lang
At ang panahon at ang oras ng aking pagkawala
Ay para rin sa ating dalawa
ahh yeah........

Sarili ay di maintindihan
Hindi ko malaman,Ano ba ang dahilan
Nang pansamantalang paghingi ko ng kalayaan
Minamahal kita, Pero kilangan ko lang mag-isa

(Chorus)
Wag mong isipin na hindi kana mahal
Sarili ko`y hahanapin ko lang
At ang panahon at ang oras ng aking pagkawala
Ay para rin sa ating...

(Chorus)
Wag mong isipin na hindi kana mahal
Sarili ko`y hahanapin ko lang
At ang panahon at ang oras ng aking pagkawala
Ay para rin sa ating dalawa..
ahh yeah ahh wooooooooooooo..

2007-05-03T10:15:00.000+08:00

nakangiti pero nde naman tlga.. well thats me s ngayon..

"u cannot please everybody" thats true..
may lalabas tlagang asar syo or badtrip
meron din sisiraan ka
pero i play with this kind of people..
pag inaasar me or inaaway or sinasabihan ng nde maganda
or worst sinisiraan..
the only thing i do to fight back is
to "shut-my-mouth" and be silent.......
that triggers them more n more n more..
kya ata nagsasanib pwersa n cla ngayon..
ung isang tao, nadagdagan ng isa pa.. so dlawa n cla..
at ung isang un.. sinama ang kapatid.. so un tatlo na
prang networking.. or dhil tlgang bad ako?!

anonymous mail... wat else?
send more...
still not enuf eh?! txt messages naman!!

the heck.. i dont care..
i have my TRUE friends bside me and told me
to ignore them and i will..

GET WELL SOON Guys...
go to a psychiatrist.. u nid that i think

ang bad ko tlga!!!
darn!

2007-05-02T13:30:00.000+08:00

oh well

i tried n bihisan ang blog ko... pero to my dismay nde n cya ganon kdali tulad ng dati.. wakokoko kya bz mode ako.. pra bihisan ang blog ko.. but im hoping... really hoping... n sana before my blog change its costume... eh mging ok n ung blog ni fion plus!! as in plus (+) magpost n c eloi bout her crush.. hahahahaha joke.. lvoe you...

thanks for all those cute guys and gals n bumibisita ng blog ko..
take care lagi
and have fun.. khit wlang ka fun fun ang blog ko.. wahahahah

2007-04-30T16:30:00.001+08:00

Stay
by: lisa loeb

You say I only hear what I want to
You say I talk so all the time so
And I thought what I felt was simple
And I thought that I don't belong
And now that I am leaving
Now I know that I did something wrong 'cause I missed you
Yeah yeah, I missed you
You say I only hear what I want to:
I don't listen hard, don't pay attention to the distance that you're running
To anyone, anywhere
I don't understand if you really care, I'm only hearing negative: no, no, no
So I turned the radio on, I turned the radio up
And this woman was singing my song:
Lover's in love and the other's run away
Lover is crying 'cause the other won't stay
Some of us hover when we weep for the other who was
Dying since the day they were born
Well, well, this is not that
I think that I'm throwing, but I'm thrown
And I thought I'd live forever, but now I'm not so sure
You try to tell me that I'm clever
But that won't take me anyhow, or anywhere with you
You said that I was naive and I thought that I was strong
I thought, hey, I can leave, I can leave.
Oh, but now I know that I was wrong, 'cause I missed you
Yeah, I miss you
You said, You caught me 'cause you want me and one day you'll let me go
You try to give away a keeper, or keep me
'Cause you know you're just scared to lose
And you say, Stay.
You say I only hear what I want to

2007-04-26T10:56:00.000+08:00

ok related s pagpapayo itong post ko.. naalala ko kasi ung isa kong friend(maia).. eto ung conversation nila ng chubby kong friend n c TB.. and its all bout pagpapayo s isang friend..

Scenario : Ladies Restroom

Pumasok c TB n naghihimutok... sinundan ni maia n kumakanta at well,, wala me magawa kungdi sumunod ndin kasi baka daganan ako ni TB.. hahaha..

TB : ay naku maia!! c leon ayun humihingi nnmn ng advice skin nde nman nya sinusunod!! asar!!
maia : o eh ano nmn ang kinaiinis mo?!
TB : imaging the time and the saliva iv wasted s pag pagpapayo s knya tpos nde nya ggwin?!! Asar db?! kuuuuuu ayaw ko n napapagod n me magpayo!!
maia : agn tanong.. ang pagpapyo mo b s knya gnawa mo b un as a friend? o nakitsismis k lang? nyahahaha
TB : leshe..
maia : ganito un ok? kaibigan k, magadvice ka pero nde mo hwak ang desisyon nya kung susunod cya or nde.. basta bilang kaibigan dpat lagi kang andyan pra s knya. Pag ask nya ang payo mo bout anything you should always be there to listen then give advice. Sundin man nya or nde ang payo mo, ang importante nadamayan mo cya, nasabi mo ang pt mo at hanggang doon lang ang magagawa mo..
TB : leshe leshe!!
maia : hahaha behlat..

wat u think? true db?

**ung mga names imbento ko lang ^^ hehe its not the real name ng kada ko.. ^^

2007-04-23T17:27:00.000+08:00

i had chat with a friend who will resign this may 18 *sigh, again* and here are the words he told me.. ill post it here.. and u can point out ur opinions..

"the more that you loOk back to the heartaches they caused, the more that you get hurt
and the more that you get hurt, the more that you think about their irresponsibilities
and the more you think about their irresponsibilities, the more that hey consume your life
now, why let them ruin what good thing may be waiting for you?
i mean, sinaktan ka na nila because of what they did...why let them hurt you the second time by allowing those heartaches hinder you from getting better?
don't worry about moving on
it may be tough, because you'll go through a lot; expect that
and since you know you'll go through a lot, you better start early...as in now, if you can.
that way you can finish early as well"

haba ng sinabi nya.. pero nice db? kakatuwa..
issue: all bout family and lovelife.. and friends who hurt me..
broken one and broken but im trying to fix things up..

ill miss hans for sure!!

2007-04-23T10:57:00.000+08:00

[Chorus]
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don't like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it's not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend

[Verse 1]
You're so fine
I want you mine
You're so delicious
I think about ya all the time
You're so addictive
Don't you know what I could do to make you feel alright?
Don't pretend I think you know I'm damn precious
Hell yeah
I'm the motherfucking princess
I can tell you like me too and you know I'm right

[Bridge]
She's like so whatever
You could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that's what everyone's talking about!

[Chorus]
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don't like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it's not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend

[Verse 2]
I can see the way, I see the way you look at me
And even when you look away I know you think of me
I know you talk about me all the time again and again
Now come over here, tell me what I want to hear
Better yet make your girlfriend disappear
I don't want to hear you say her name ever again
(And again and again and again!)

[Bridge]
She's like so whatever
You could do so much better
I think we should get together now
And that's what everyone's talking about!

[Chorus]
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I don't like your girlfriend!
No way! No way!
I think you need a new one
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I could be your girlfriend

Hey! Hey! You! You!
I know that you like me
No way! No way!
No it's not a secret
Hey! Hey! You! You!
I want to be your girlfriend

In a second you'll be wrapping around my finger
Cuz I can, cuz I can do it better
There's no other
No one can this thing, I can
She's so stupid
What the hell were you thinking?!
[repeat]

[Chorus (repeat)]

^^

2007-04-19T11:20:00.000+08:00

uyyy nkita ko to s post ni fion.. at nakita ko ang pangalan ko kya try ko.. actually buti nalang nakita ko name ko.. kasi gusto ko din to try tlga.. wahehehehe..

FOUR JOBS I HAVE HAD
1. Web Designer - till now
2. Data Analyst - same company tpos napromote - yahoo! ^^
3. Data Encoder - alabang layo nito!!
4. Programmer - pho hoa.. sarap ng pagkain kasi dito hehehe

FOUR MOVIES I HAVE WATCHED OVER AND OVER
1. Matrix
2. Charlies Angels
3. 10 things i hate about you
4. Fantastic Four

FOUR PLACES I HAVE LIVED:
1. c-5, taguig
2. fortune, marikina
3. paranaque
4. villamor, pasay

FOUR TV SHOWS I LIKE TO WATCH:
1. Gokusen
2. Naruto, and other anime shows
3. Korea Novelas - jumong wahaha at jewel in the palace nyahaha
4. Eat Bulaga - agree ako kay fion!! hahaha

FOUR PLACES I HAVE BEEN ON VACATION:
1. Puerto Galera
2. Laguna - lagi naman
3. Batangas - s mga tito ko adn next month uli ata
4. Nueva Vizcaya - tagal n nito

FOUR OF MY FAVORITE FOODS:
1. Sisig and dinakdakan ng papa ko
2. Black Chocolate
3. Bbq s kanto n malinis hehehe
4. mangga at bagoong - yum yum

FOUR PLACES I WOULD RATHER BE RIGHT NOW:
1. white beach sama ko lhat ng kakilala ko.. tra lets!
2. iloilo to visit mama
3. out of town basta may pool!! haha
4. baguio - pra malamig!

FOUR PEOPLE WHO WILL ANSWER THIS MEME
T_T as u can see konti plang lists ko.. kya kung cnu man ang nakakbasa nito at gusto sagutan.. im giving u the freedom to do so.. go go go!! ^^ gathr p me friends.. hehehe

thanks fion i had fun
mwaaah

2007-04-19T11:06:00.000+08:00

d ko lam kung ano nangyari.. pero habang edit ko ung cake bgla nwala.. haha naubos na ata ni fion!! joke lang gurl!!

hayz.. lam nyo b dami n nagreresign s company nmin.. s buwan n to 5 tao ang aalis.. isa n don ang friend ko s HR dept.. aside from the fact that shes fixing my awol to suspension.. eh shes been a friend cya tagapayo ko s aking walang kakulay kulay n buhay.. hehe.. ngayon nga sumusulat me s pink notebook nya.. nakaktuwa kasi mahilig tlga s pink ang loka and nagjive kmi pagdting s trip n kanta.. basta mamimis ko cya.. shes nice.. shes strong.. and strong tlga ha? nde ung kaek ekan lang.. hahaha...

nwei.. blik s resign issue.. kya un ako din naghahanap n ng bagong company n malilipatan.. so far ok naman.. wala p nagrereply bkit kya?!! hahaha..

slmat s mga dumadalaw.. ^^

2007-04-17T17:52:00.000+08:00

bday ng housemate ko last april 14.. kya kumuha me ng cake pra s blog friends ko.. hehe enjoy!!

wish ko lang totoo.. pra maenjoy nyo tlga
thank you s mga bumisita skin..
love u peeps
till then...

2007-04-12T13:30:00.000+08:00

My Chemical Romance - Famous Last Words

Now I know
That I can’t make you stay
But where’s your heart
But where’s your heart
But where’s your...

And I know
There’s nothing I could say
To change that part
To change that part
To change...

So many
Bright lights that cast a shadow
But can I speak?
Well is it hard understanding
I’m incomplete
A life that’s so demanding
I get so weak
A love that's so demanding
I can’t speak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay, I’ll be forgiving
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

Can you see
My eyes are shining bright
Cause I’m out here
On the other side
Of the jet black
Hotel mirror
And I’m so weak
Well is it hard understanding
I’m incomplete
A love that's so demanding
I get weak

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay
I’ll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay
I’ll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home

These bright lights are
always blinding me
These bright lights are
always blinding me
I say

I see you lying next to me
With words I thought I’d never speak
Awake and unfraid
Asleep or dead
[x4]

I am not afraid to keep on living
I am not afraid to walk this world alone
Honey if you stay
I'll be forgiven
Nothing you can say can stop me going home [x3]

2007-04-11T11:23:00.000+08:00

and im back from holiday.. 5 days straight no work.. pero it seems bitin pdin.. kya kahapon leave me hahaha.. bad bad me.. o well dami me wento.. to start with

Maundy thursday : Played online game.. s gabi nuod korean movie wahahaha

Good Friday : i spend time with my friends s marikina.. dvd marathon kmi arrive k me don around 6pm with my bf.. then buy food.. tpos nung buksan ng friend ko ung delata naputol ang knife wahahaha.. and part of that knife d nmn mkita kung san nalaglag.. as in maliit ung crack.. till now naman wala pang nagrereact sming apat so i guess nde nmin nakain ung crack n un.. hehe then nuod dvd till dawn.. 300, Troy, julius ceasar, DOA.. haha ung isa nmin friend n c cj nabaliw kasi pinagdugtong nya ung pelikula from Julius Ceasar to 300 to Troy.. haha and he even thinks n c julius ceasar ung naghugas kmay during the time of JESUS.. on which i agree *silly me. Bangag n kasi me non eh **magexplain daw ba?! hehe.. (**its not julius ceasar my dear its pontius pilate..)Kinabukasan, Saturday uwian ndin kasi nid nila visit s rents ng guy.. ^_^ i had fun.. supposedly dpat magnilay nilay pero ano ginawa ko?!! hehe bad ba?

Black Saturday : play online game.. then nuod ako korean movie till 4am wahahaha..

Sunday : play online game.. away kmi bf ko pra may thrill..

Monday : play online game then away uli kmi bf ko.. nangulit ayun nagalit at umusok ang ilong, naging dragon cya smntalang me nging basang sisiw at nanahimik cyempre kasalanan ko naman.. nwei.. nde ko cya pansin hanggang makatulog ako..

Tuesday of course im dead tired and puyat s kakaiyak.. then txt ako bf ko nde din cya pumasok loko tlga.. so mit kmi ok nnmn! haha then gumwa kme ng vb project.. payroll system then play online game then nuod korean movie till 3am

and now here i am at work.. tambak pero happy kasi lpit n mtapos ung pinapanood ko.. im eager to go home kasi for sure manunuod nnmn kmi ng papa ko hahaha..

korean nobela pla un.. hahaha okok
"Name that Korean Novel" cummon guys!! make a guess.. hahah too popular nga eh.. sbi nila corny daw.. sabi ko naman knya knya lang yan.. hahaha

sad story naman : my grandma died yesterday.. T_T and my mom keeps on crying.. and i just dont know wat to do to make her feel better..

thats my life.. and dats how complicated my life is most of the time..

*and o, thanks s mga visit visit s blog ko tgal ko nawala noh?!! hahaha
miss u all!! dami ko wento.. todo n yan!!

2007-04-03T09:48:00.000+08:00

my insanity strikes again..

yesterday i delete my friendster account
spend the night with my bestfriend
then cried till dawn

so hard to trust a person who instantly break u apart
and hard to be with somebody who hurt u the most..

tell me.. if a person, a former friend [or so i thought nging friend ko tlga cya] backstab you, and one of ur ktropa is planning to have a gathering.. swimming ba.. would you be part of the event? kasi ako i dont have any intentions to do so.. im really bad noh? hahayz

2007-03-30T11:30:00.000+08:00

Welcome to the Black Parade
My Chemical Romance

When I was a young boy,
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.
He said,
"Son when you grow up, will you be the saviour of the broken,
The beaten and the damned?"
He said
"Will you defeat them, your demons, and all the non believers, the plans that they have made?"
Because one day I leave you,
A phantom to lead you in the summer,
To join the black parade."

When I was a young boy,
My father took me into the city
To see a marching band.
He said,
"Son when you grow up, will you be the saviour of the broken,
The beaten and the damned?"

Sometimes I get the feeling she's watching over me.
And other times I feel like I should go. Through it all, the rise and fall, the bodies in the streets.
When you're gone we want you all to know We'll Carry on,
We'll Carry on
Though your dead and gone believe me Your memory will carry on
Carry on
We'll carry on
And in my heart I cant contain it
The anthem wont explain it.

And we will send you reeling from decimated dreams
Your misery and hate will kill us all
So paint it black and take it back
Lets shout it loud and clear
Do you fight it to the end
We hear the call to
[ these lyrics found on http://www.completealbumlyrics.com ]
To carry on
We'll carry on
Though your dead and gone believe me Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated You're weary widow marches on

And on we carry through the fears
Ooh oh ohhhh
Disappointed faces of your peers Ooh oh ohhhh
Take a look at me cause
I could not care at all Do or die
You'll never make me
Cause the world, will never take my heart
You can try, you'll never break me
Want it all,
I'm gonna play this part
Wont explain or say i'm sorry
I'm not ashamed,
I'm gonna show my scar
You're the chair, for all the broken Listen here, because it's only..
I'm just a man,
I'm not a hero
Just a boy, who's meant to sing this song
Just a man,
I'm not a hero
I -- don't -- care
Carry on
We'll carry on
Though your dead and gone believe me Your memory will carry on
We'll carry on
And though you're broken and defeated You're weary widow marches on
We'll carry on
We'll carry on
We'll carry on
We'll carry
We'll carry on

2007-03-29T15:02:00.000+08:00

oh yah... my teaser animation is finally done.. got problems but minor lang nman so carry lang.. nkakawindang pero may poise pdin.. hehe.. nwei.. its been uploaded n s website and it looks good for a beginner like me.. [i guess.... dont know kc wat professional flash animators might say on it..] iv learned how to use preloader.. very effective.. learned that from my bf.. [cnu p b?! un lang kausap ko lagi harhar peace!!] then i had this chance to have a little chat with my crush.. *blush hihihi ok erase erase buti nalang nde mahilig magbasa s blog un momot.. hehe nwei.. this post is all about my animation.. its done and im happy with it..

really ciao!!!

2007-03-29T14:26:00.000+08:00

clear up my mind

paranoia... its all over me.. how will i stop thinking bout things that happen from the past.. all those bad things that hurt me that break me that nah nah nah.. yah yah yah..

chill out
thats wat im planning to do this weekend.. swwim swim with my friends.. cguro apat lang kmi.. close friends.. gurlfriends.. to talk to.. for now.. this blogspot has been plugged over friendster.. harhar.. so much for the hidden identity.. wala naman dpat ihide.. for thm to know the real me..

ciao!!!

2007-03-26T09:30:00.000+08:00

another monday..

kaninang umaga tamad n tamad me pumasok s work.. 7:15 n nakahiga pdin me.. till *poof.. my konsensya came to the picture telling "s dinami dami ng walang work ngayon, u should be blessed kasi u still manage to find one that fits ur interest and yet here u r tinatamad pumasok.. u should be blessed s kung anong meron ka.. dont let *katam get into you!" konsensya nga naman.. so from there i hurry up for work.. and im not late.. 8:50am!! yahooo!! its been awhile since i havnt experience "late" haha yah yah.. i have 5 days suspension on the go now.. and my bf doesnt know bout it or else i would hear lots of "sermon" nwei, i wish i can manage to continue this and see the importance of wat i have now.. my work..

now i have to go, nid to finish the last part of the animation im working on.. and then testing the online system b4 implementation.. then making progress report then then then.. *grr **now my konsensya is talkin again..

2007-03-19T17:53:00.000+08:00

soundtrip muna me...

the freshmen
by: verve pipes

When I was young I knew everything
She a punk who rarely ever took advice
Now I'm guilt stricken,
Sobbing with my head on the floor
Stop a baby's breath and a shoe full of rice

I can't be held responsible
She was touching her face
I won't be held responsible
She fell in love in the first place

For the life of me I cannot remember
What made us think that we were wise and
We'd never compromise
For the life of me I cannot believe
We'd ever die for these sins
We were merely freshmen

My best friend took a week's
Vacation to forget her
His girl took a weeks's worth of
Valium and slept
And now he's guilt stricken sobbing with his
Head on the floor
Thinks about her now and how he never really
Wept he says

I can't be held responsible
She was touching her face
I won't be held responsible
She fell in love in the first place

For the life of me I cannot remember
What made us think that we were wise and
We'd never compromise
For the life of me I cannot believe
We'd ever die for these sins
We were merely freshmen

hey yeah
hey yeah
hey yeah

We've tried to wash our hands of all this
We never talk of our lacking relationships
And how we're guilt stricken sobbing with our
Heads on the floor
We fell through the ice when we tried not to
Slip, we'd say

I can't be held responsible
She was touching her face
And I won't be held responsible
She fell in love in the first place

For the life of me I cannot remember
What made us think that we were wise and
We'd never compromise
For the life of me I cannot believe
We'd ever die for these sins
We were merely freshmen

For the life of me I cannot remember
What made us think that we were wise and
We'd never compromise
For the life of me I cannot believe
We'd ever die for these sins
We were merely freshmen
We were merely freshmen

2007-03-17T09:55:00.000+08:00

i guess ill stick up with this template for the meantime.

work. whew lots of projects to finish. nid to make that teaser fast! or our CEO will pour her [yah shes a gurl!! gurl power!!] anger to me in a wonderful way. since shes so beautiful to get mad but that doesnt hold her back to stay calm. believe me shes a dragon when shes mad. nwei, back to my concern. im holding up this flash teaser for sometime now been working for it for the last 3 days of my life.. haha been rendering overtime yet still i cant figure out how to make things work. such a hard time being a designer. you nid to be creative all the time. whew! well nwei, im still working of course no choice.. but im having fun and im sure ill be happy if this will be posted over the internet.. ^_^

2007-03-02T13:41:00.000+08:00

Anonymous Mails?

Have you ever recieved anonymous mails? well if ur a bitch like me maybe haha iv recieved one anonymous mail and it is really interesting with bulgar words from a person who u thought would be civilized enough.. or so i thought she was.. anonymous mails? based on the letter its not that anonymous from the title to the content.. neither me nor my bf thought that she would be able to do such thing oh well nkakaloka nga eh pero ganon tlga if a person is so bitter skin maybe un lang way nya.. wat a coward way of fighting an old friend noh? hehe or should i ask naging friend ko b tlga cya?

2007-02-27T15:43:00.001+08:00

whew wat a blogworld-imback-post i had yesterday! hehe the blog nav bar uhmm it isnt dat iritating since it fits to the design. so i guess ill leave it that way noh?. still not enough details to make my blog interesting but i hope i can improve my blogsite soon! hehe ok now, time for me to blog hop and see how big the blog-world could be at this time (been absent for long).. and ill visit my old blog friends and find myself some new ones.. hehe

2007-02-26T18:52:00.000+08:00

Only God knows Why

I've been sittin here
Tryin to find myself
I get behind myself
I need to rewind myself
Lookin for the payback
Listen for the playback
They say that every man bleeds just like me
And I feel like number one
Yet I'm last in line
I watch my youngest son
And it helps to pass the time
I take too many pills it helps to ease the pain
I made a couple of dollar bills, but still I feel the same
Everybody knows my name
They say it way out loud
A lot of folks fuck with me
It's hard to hang out in crowds
I guess that's the price you pay
To be some big shot like I am
Out strecthed hands and one night stands
Still I can't find love

And when your walls come tumbling down
I will always be around

Yeah
As it...hey

And when your walls come tumbling down
I will always be around

People don't know about the things I say and do
They don't understand about the shit that I've been through
It's been so long since I've been home
I've been gone, I've been gone for way too long
Maybe I forgot all things I miss
Oh somehow I know there's more to life than this
I said it too many times
And I still stand firm
You get what you put in
And people get what they deserve
Still I ain't seen mine
No I ain't seen mine
I've been giving just ain't been gettin
I've been walking that there line
So I think I'll keep a walking
With my head held high
I'll keep moving on and only God knows why

Only God
Only God
Only God knows why, why, why, why
Only God...knows...why, why, why
Only God knows why
Take me to the river edge
Take me to the river, hey hey hey